Monday, March 29, 2010

I have an alien in my uterus!!!!!!!!

So I have been feeling these weird things in my uterus/ lower ab area. So all week I have been trying to see if its gas, upset tummy, but it has not sank in completely that ITS THE BABY!! So this past week I have been trying to decifer if it is the baby or I need to fart. Sooo recently I was driving in my car singing to Bun and myself I kept feeling something weird going on in that region. I cant ever tell if it is the vibration of the car, me moving or other factors. So yesterday I was at church when again I felt this weird feeling in my uterus. So I tell Ashley (Eriks sis, my future sis-in-law) I swear I feel something moving! She tells me that of course I feel something im pregnant. Duh. So all day I concentrated and felt slight flutters and moving. But it was so light I thought it was gas. So last night I was lying down getting ready to go to bed and felt something moving. So now im at my work and there is definitly moving in there. I have noticed that after I eat Bun gets on the move, if it is Bun moving, and in the car when I sing. Its so exciting!! It kinda is a weird feeling like fluttering of butterflys or little gas bubbles. Truely it is the weirdest things I have felt ever and I know its going to get more intense and more alien like. I cant wait till Erik can feel. He will be so excited. He tries to feel Bun like everyday but he cant yet. He is so sweet, he is going to be a great Dad. So our little Bun is a mover and a shaker!!

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Dreams of Starbucks and baby faces?

Last night Erik and I went to bed at like 10:30pm. So I crashed as soon as my head hit the pillow. When I got into my deep sleep I started having dreams of Starbuck and babies. Here is how the dream starts I think. I am with my cuz Jessica and we are driving to Starbucks to get some tasty treats. We leave the car and we go inside. All these people I havent talked to in a while were there that I had previously worked with at the Bucks. So we go on chatting and some lady comes in the store and is like, "Theres a baby in that car!!! I cant believe someone left their baby in a car!! Im callin the cops." So then at that moment I realize that my baby is not with me, I left it in the car! Baby had only been in the car for a few minutes with the car running. So I look at the baby and I see its face that is sleeping so soundly in its carseat. It is a baby boy with blackish hair and tan skin. OMG I saw my babies face. So while I am seeing this in my dream I am freaing out in my head. I just saw my babies face. So I grab baby and I go inside. The lady never called the cops and no one seemed to notice I had left the baby in the car except for her. I cant believe my cuz didnt notice, but then again I can believe it. Lol. So while I am still trying to get over that I may have seem my baby face before it was born I woke up. I was so upset because I wanted to see more of my baby. I toss and turn forever before falling asleep. When I start dreaming again I start right back were I started. Crazy I can never do that. So I am still in The Bucks drinking coffee (oh how I miss coffee) and I look over to the baby carrier and see babys face again same beautiful face that I left before I woke. My baby boy was so beautiful!! I just think its weird because in dreams I rarely can focus on things enough to describle the detail of things let alone go back to a certain spot in a dream. I dont know if I really saw Bun, but it got me so excited about our baby even more. I cant wait to meet this mysterious baby.

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Snoring

So last night I got a hand in me face telling me to STOP SNORING!!. Lol. SInce I have been pregnant I have been talking in my sleep and now snoring quite badly. Eriks way of making me stop is to pock me in the face until I stop. On night he woke me up like 3 times and the last time he was like, "If you dont stop I am going to kick your ass!" Well thats just what a lady want to hear in the middle of the night it that, but he was totally kidding. In the morning he was like you were talking in your sleep so bad, I had to wake you. You were making no sence saying things like jibberjaber. If I had a recorder to play back the impression he did of me, I was the funniest thing I have ever heard. So he went around mocking me all day. I have always snored but I think it has gotten worse since the pregnancy and the talking in me sleep thing it totaly new to me, but quite funny. Maybe its Bun trying to talk through me, weird huh.

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

Pants

So Im at work, sitting minding my own business when suddenly my Superior comes up to me and is like, "Ashley you have to wear a uniform!" AHHHH. My worst nightmare. For 2 1/2 months I have been wearing flip flops, jeans, hoodies, all of my comfy clothes. He said the reason being it that the Chief that is over us wanted everyone to look the same. :) So non of my work pants fit me let alone will button. So I have to ask my sweet fiance if I can us his pants. Yea he wears a 33-34 in pants and I am almost to big in my tummy that they wont last long. Sucks. So Im walking around in man pants and still not comfy. And i have to wear my boots and uniform shirt. Its like I am in Hell. Aww so I dont know what I am going to do when his pants dont fit me anymore. I can walk around with a rubberband holding my pants together. Its just a thought.

Monday, March 1, 2010

Our firecracker at 14 weeks

So Erik and I went for our second ultrasound on Friday ( yes i know im late) and we got to see our little Bun was alot bigger than last time. The doc took out the doppler and started fishing around and Bun kept running away but before she gave up on finding a heartbeat we got to hear Bun kicking the crap out of me. It was so funny. So she busted out the ultrasound machine and there Bun was big and kicking away. Bun was moving and kicking and running, I mean swimming around in there like crazy. So there is a good chance that when our Bun gets out of there Erik and I will have our hand full with this firecracker. Next visit we get to see what we are having if Bun cooperates with us. So exciting!!